Regrets..
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
..ingon pa ni hubby, "wasted time"...spending our life without each other. I made a wrong decision thinking I'd be happy spendin my life away from him.BUT I WAS WRONG..TERRIBLY WRONG..i tried to win him back but i was so afraid id be rejected and while he is covered with PRIDE...We both tried to live and moved on. I tried to look for INNER HAPPINESS pero i always ended up SAD,REJECTED and SEARCHING..looking for someone i can be with,someone who will treat me like he treated me,someone i can call MINE,someone i can be myself with,someone who will understand me and SOMEONE LIKE HIM..hmmm..i still havent moved on..I REGRET telling him its over..coz it wasnt really over..I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS..whaah!!..mkaingon jd ko before na boang jd ko to lose him. .mao na for 2 years cge lang ko pangita preha niya pero nothin compares to him and to the relationship we had..mura ko ug palaboy ato cge pangita ug gugma na mkadawat nako,na mo last for a lifetime..kay i was thinking na dili njud mi mgbalik ni hubby..huhuhuh..nya mao to,I go on with mah life..ngwarak!!..laki didto,laki dinhi..hmmm..pero when Im all alone im still feeling SO EMPTY..kay naa man koy gpangita..only to find out si bBton2 to nko..my love for him didnt fade away,,n.stay ra gyd hOping one day mgkabalik mi. If only I could turn back time..If only I had said what I still hide..If only I could turn back time..I would stay for the night... for the night...pero syempre,on the other hand kdtong 2years kay dghan man pd mi n.learn. And isa ka butang wla nawala nmong duha. ITS THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR EACH OTHER.
